The Crazy Cat Woman

I went looking at rental houses Saturday because I had some time to kill and the possibility of selling our house and moving has become a much more realistic thought.  I found a house for 1800 dollars a month in a prime location.  It was beautiful landscaped, a 2 car garage and a separate garage next to the house (perfect for putting my inventory in).   It was a 3 bedroom 3 bath and very very nice beautiful outdoor lighting to accent the features of the house.

I’ve been told that banks are now only lending money to people with credit ratings of 800 or better.  800 is practically perfect.   It would probably take years for us to reach that point.

Now that bear has his degree and we start to look at the jobs he is qualified for and the kind of work he can expect to be doing we also start thinking about trying to repair our credit. Maybe with some prepaid credit cards. Maybe a few of them per person. I don’t think there is any cheap way of getting these instant credit cards. I’m pretty sure they all require a deposit of 1000 dollars or more. It would be nice to be able to repair my credit. But at the same time its also nice to just not give a crap about it either. After all if someone says you owe them money and you don’t what are they going to do to do that has not already been done.

I am so miserable this morning.  My head hurt, my contact lenses are dry and my eyes are burning. We had a fire last night and someone had the heat turned on “on” instead of “auto” so the air in the house is really dry. If I was going to be here all day I would put a pot of water on the stove on simmer to bring some humidity back into the house. I’m going to be miserable all day today and I bet its going to be busy too. I really hope that its not. If I didn’t need the money so bad I would take some of that free time off they’ve been offering.

We have a new edition to the household.  Its another plain colored drop off kitten.   For a change this one is not sick or starving.   Its surprisingly mellow and well adjusted too.  Even though my cats hissed and slapped at it it didn’t hesitate to push them away from the food bowls.  It also handles the dogs surprisingly well.

I watched that movie 27 dresses the other night.  At ever one of the weddings she attended she gave them wine of the month clubs as a gift. Can you imagine how expensive that must have gotten, not to mention buying those hideous brides made dresses.  It may have been explained later in the movie.   I didn’t watch the whole thing.

We get some really interesting calls from people needing there MP3 players repaired. I had one on Wednesday that shut her MP3 player in her car door. I can’t really laugh at anything that they do with them accidentally though because they are accidents and I know that they could easily be accidents that could happen to me. Its never wise to laugh at another persons misfortune because that misfortune could very easily become yours.

You know english saddlesколи под наем are really cool to decorate. I have one in my kitchen above my kitchen cabinets. It looks really neat under there with silk flowers stuffed underneath it . This saddle is a left over from my childhood when I had a horse to ride and I rode with an English saddle. Those were good days. Riding on cold morning with the creak of saddle leather in my ears and a powerful animal underneath me. Those were the days. . .

I don’t think I could ever live anywhere like las vegas nevada. First of all I am an Arkansas native born and raised in the thick humidity drifting up from Louisiana and i do not handel dry heat well. Heat with humidity is nothing for me. I can to hard labor in full sun when the humidity is 80% and the heat 105 but it has to be humid or I just can’t handle it. Plus is just so Disneylandish. You know, great to visit but you don’t want to live there.

I really should start scrapbooking again. . I could take such cute little kitty pictures and make a scrap book of them. I have had so many cats. Its really kind of sad. Most of them have been black and grey as well. All of my lovely blue point Siamese cats are long gone. I have never had any that had pretty white patches on them or anything like that. My mother has all kinds of beautiful kittens.

My ex husband once had a chance to buy some commercial real estate for 40 thousand dollars. He backed out because even though it would have been an excellent investment he is a big fat coward and is afraid of making the tiniest financial moves at all. That’s part of the reason we are divorced. But then at the same time my current husband is a little bit to much of a risk taker sometimes and does not really think things through before he blows his money. Its like I went from one extreme to the other.

I haven’t worked on my book in days.  I put so much effort into the bones of chapter 12 and writing out a synopsis so I knew how to end it that I burned myself out a little bit.  Now that I have the bones of chapter 12 I haven’t even put those bones together.  I feel that I have to be at home to do that.  I’m also not suer if I like the way the story is ending.  it started out so good and even in the middle is pretty awsome but here nearing the end its beginning to feel kind of clumsy and that really bothers me.  For this reason it might be best if I not mess with it for a little while longer.  It will give ma a chance to concentrate of getting a promotion without feeling quiet so guilty about not working on the book.

I also wonder though, will I be able to find time to work on my book at work after getting a promotion.  If not I will be forced to work on the book on weekends and nights off.   I also find myself wondering if I should go ahead and try to go ahead and get a degree online like Bear is doing.  I think the best job I can expect to get here without transfering is probably about 30k a year.  Can you imagine if bear and I both got jobs making 60 k a year?   I’m not sure if I want that kind of stress though.  Most jobs like that require you to be profitant in math and math has never been something I was very good at.